turned my back
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Literature Text
I tried to turn my back
But you just kept dragging me back
With you always there with a ready attack
Punishing me for something I lack
Days spent together
So tarnished by the betrayal
Days spent together side by side making magic with a flick of our fingers
Makes me hate the beautiful sound like nails to the board its my burial
I run from the memories of our past
Growing up with the false love of a mother
Why cant you leave me alone I already know it cant last
Quit pulling me back its not where I want to go I don't want to be here forever
I turned my back on what once was my peace
Now Im filled with the rage of those not mine
I turned from that which I held in reverence
Now Im filled with nothing not even a sign
My guilty pleasure consuming me
Just leave me in my dark
Its not where I want to be
Cant you see its already left its mark
I turned my back
Repressed all the memories
But you just kept dragging me back
Don't want to hear your sorries
Just wanna live in my guilty peace
Just gotta escape these leeches
Need the attacks to cease
Give up you'll never reach the arches
Now you come back dieing
How can I refuse this last request
You wicked woman who demands my singing
You who were always just a guest
Fine I'll carry you and do as we once did
I'll sing as I play the instrument of our past
I'll sing as I once did to you even in such a situation so morbid
I'll sing as the daughter singing to her mother as you breath your last
You despicable woman
I hate you
Why did you have to be such a villain
Why did you leave me all alone as you bid a due
I tried to turn my back
But you just kept dragging me back.
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.. *stares*