braverave

How come it always has to be black and white. How come it always has the same meaning. Always falling through the cracks in the light. The floor boards always creaking. Believe my words when I say this story. The story of a young girl hidden away. In the silent night her dreams she carries. Make sure to listen today. There's not much time now. So I lay this upon your brow. Take it slow my child. Don't hide behind the past. My child afraid of dark restyled. My child afraid of lights last. She fell through the cracks of life. She just kept falling and falling. She thought the only way was the knife. She just kept on digging and digging. I sa

Your cruel delights. Your blood lies. Your eyes devise. Your mind thrives. My pain your delight. My cut your knives. My sight your plans. My thoughts your mind. One look fills. One shot kills. One life stills. One time skills. One look fills. One shot kills. One life stills. One times skills. You better not move. You better not stop. You better not leave. You better not stay. I run to you. I run away from you. I lay with you. I lay away from you. One look chills. One pill kills. One fire stills. One time skills. One look chills. One pill kills. One fire stills. One time skills. You better not lie. Your better

She's not here. I wish she was near. I have so much to fear. She just cant hear. Its difficult to understand. I need a hand. I feel like it's a brand. Its plain as sand. I wish it wasn't so. Wish it would melt like snow. Wish I hadn't been so slow. I wish I could touch her glow. Ella no tiene indicia. She has no clue. Su verdadera. Its true. Deseo podia caminar arrojo. I wish I could walk threw. Su ojos a veces tan azul. Her eyes sometimes so blue. Her smile so charming. So full and warming. A pang like warning. A reminder so cutting. She may never be mine. I may never be fine. So I count to nine. And hope to be a

Im just so sick of it all, the blood, the lies, and the alibis. I feel it bubbling to the surface, the truth you would rather me hide from prying eyes. It's the anger in me being exposed like nothing you've ever seen before. Tearing me apart and showering you all in my blood I cant take your lies anymore. I just wanna stop hearing you cry about what you deserve, always claiming such innocence. Well I'll tell you right here and now I don't believe your alibi and I wont give you a second chance. Now its to late Im going to expose all your lies none of your alibis will hold. This time it'll be your blood not mine that fills the mold. Thi

Time goes by, and Im forgotten, left to those who would hurt me. Taken away, and shown all that is lost to me, while ending all that is me, slowly drifting in the sea. And yet here I am, kept alive, to be put in the ring. Like a bird, trapped in a  cage, forced to sing. Forced to fight for my life, even as I prayed, to never hurt anyone. Yet the sound of the jeering laughs, fills my ears with pain, and my heart with hate, for everyone. All I can hear, in this place, is the calls of disappointment, failure, weakness, and even murderer. Feel like a wolf, stolen from his home, forced to fight, his own kind,

I tried to turn my back But you just kept dragging me back With you always there with a ready attack Punishing me for something  I  lack Days spent together So tarnished by the betrayal Days spent together side by side making magic with a flick of our fingers Makes me hate the beautiful sound like nails to the board its my burial I run from the memories of our past Growing up with the false love of a mother Why cant you leave me alone I already know it cant last Quit pulling me back its not where I want to go I don't want to be here forever I turned my back on what once was my peace Now Im filled with the rage

Always waiting for the right inspiration. Always aiming for my aspiration, yeah its so near. Yet I slide down the wall at my back in disappear, what do I do. Im stuck calling for you, frozen in fear. Yet I cant see whose here, why. At times the sky is so near and then others so far. Why are we trying. Its pointless moving when you cant see. Its not just me, we're all lost. Why must every time I get close only for the truth from my hands grip slip. Every time I knew it would be ripped from my hands only for me to be slapped in the face with it latter. Cant you see there is no ladder to climb. Feel so numb without my dreams for warm

Got to get rid of the people in my life who are the fakes. They gather round me like snakes, swallowing me in a pit, creeping, crawling, prowling, and slithering over my skin. Paralyzing me like a manikin with their poison. I'm so far gone I can't even see the sky, my confession sinking me. People whispering in my mind saying, "come see the freak." God why am I so weak, people who were supposed to be my friends, turning their words on me like razors. Their words so sharp they open a door drawing my blood. Walking through swamps covered in mud, being swallowed up. The poison finally trying to do what it was meant to, killing me, so, to