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July 11, 2012
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I tried to turn my back

But you just kept dragging me back

With you always there with a ready attack

Punishing me for something  I  lack

Days spent together

So tarnished by the betrayal

Days spent together side by side making magic with a flick of our fingers

Makes me hate the beautiful sound like nails to the board its my burial

I run from the memories of our past

Growing up with the false love of a mother

Why cant you leave me alone I already know it cant last

Quit pulling me back its not where I want to go I don't want to be here forever

I turned my back on what once was my peace

Now Im filled with the rage of those not mine

I turned from that which I held in reverence

Now Im filled with nothing not even a sign

My guilty pleasure consuming me

Just leave me in my dark

Its not where I want to be

Cant you see its already left its mark

I turned my back

Repressed all the memories

But you just kept dragging me back

Don't want to hear your sorries

Just wanna live in my guilty peace

Just gotta escape these leeches

Need the attacks to cease

Give up you'll never reach the arches

Now you come back dieing

How can I refuse this last request

You wicked woman who demands my singing

You who were always just a guest

Fine I'll carry you and do as we once did

I'll sing as I play the  instrument of our past

I'll sing as I once did to you even in such a situation so morbid

I'll sing as the daughter singing to her mother as you breath your last

You despicable woman

I hate  you

Why did you have to be such a villain

Why did you leave me all alone as you bid a due

I tried to turn my back

But you just kept dragging me back.

a story inspired me. it seems last night when i posted i forgot to post this disclaimer. this picture does not belong to me as much as i wish it was, my computer wont up load pics and wont do the whole digitalized thing either, a freind who knows i love art found it and sent it to me one day. ive found in manga sites its very popular so i havent been able to find the original artist.ever since ive been looking for the original artist. several people have used it though so i havent been able to find them. my apologies to anybody who may have been mislead. also if the owner of this pic should see this my apologies for using your pic without permission but i did not know who it belonged to and hope you are not offended. however the writing is completely mine.
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VesperLine Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2012
Amazing! :D.. *stares*
braverave Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thank you what did you like! :)
VesperLine Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012
all of it! (OwO)b
braverave Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
why? like lol im sorry but i really wanna know why:).
monikata Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
This is amazing,I like it so much
braverave Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
wow thanks so much!^^
Farelle Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Student General Artist
mh....that story it wakes up alot of memories and alot of stuff I'm lately thinking's funny how such few sentences can make someone think about so many different stuff. stuff thats still related, because the past leaves marks and scars you just can't loose....but have to live with it your whole life and ones will remind you every day...and then...someday, your past wants to come back...wants to get a piece of your life, grab something thats long lost ...even if you just want to forget about everything that just happened...

thank you^^ these lyrics really sum up alot of my feelings ^^
braverave Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thank you! im so glad my work was able to touch you. im suprised you liked them:). theres no need to thank me im happy to do this its my entire life im only glad that you were able to relate. i had read a story in which the main characters mother had abondonded them and then came back, even though she was a foster mom and only used them for the checks. so when i had read it stirred memories and the lines just came. it means more than i can say that you liked it.
Farelle Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012  Student General Artist
and, that picture fits too ;)
p3rsh1ng Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012
Where is the pic from?
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